tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81129570774982925082024-02-07T03:40:23.172-05:00Happy CutiesHappy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.comBlogger258125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-37542700191753247232012-02-24T23:23:00.004-05:002012-02-24T23:23:47.635-05:00i want you at the moment i feel blueso goddamn many things! but mainly:
happy new year! (oof - just a lil late)
y2K vday!
i'm alive!
i don't think this blog has rolled over and died yet, though i didn't return to give a life update.
i'm once again swimming in books - like i once was in my baby country house - and i've returned to this mega happy cute blog to type out a quote from the most recent one (jane eyre) which seemed inappropriate for facebook, is far too long for twitter, and wouldn't last long enough on instagram (all of which are undoubtedly distracting me from writing/making me dumb and dumber by the second). it talks about life far better than i ever could in my current state.
"Night was come, and her planets were risen: a safe still night; too serene for the companionship of fear. We know that God is everywhere; but certainly we feel His presence most when His works are on the grandest scale spread before us: and it is in the unclouded night-sky, where His worlds wheel their silent course, that we read clearest His infinitude, His omnipotence, His omnipresence. I had risen to my knees to pray for Mr. Rochester. Looking up, I, with tear-dimmed eyes, saw the mighty milky-way. Remembering what it was — what countless systems there swept space like a soft trace of light — I felt the might and strength of God. Sure was I of His efficiency to save what He had made: convinced I grew that neither earth should perish, nor one of the souls it treasured."
i'll be seeing y'all soon and until then please do everything with love.
xx.Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-63927936766695838962011-09-27T01:20:00.000-04:002011-09-27T01:20:12.956-04:00i'll give you all i have, and a little morethere comes a time, after you've read and reread all the things you've written in the past year, that you are stricken with action! motivation! drive! vigor! (but please don't hold me 100% accountable for what follows, i'm rusty - rusted, and already anxiety stricken about all the strangers who will never see this)
since you last heard from me, well, let's be honest, things happened. mainly being that i went from vermont to new hampshire to maine to new brunswick to nova scotia and then made a loop and came back down. nova scotia is made of wood, scallops and magic and held together with the fucking nicest human beings i've ever come across. the light is straight from the heavenly mouth of god, and i have 20 some-odd rolls of film chilling in my fridge waiting for me to make a new resume, get another job, and hurry up with reliving the past already. of course i'll show you. of course i will!
and so, my not-so-secret love affair with car travel continues. where will next summer find me? somehow i think i am due for a west coast but then you know there is that place called the desert where you can cook almost anything out of you, then i keep thinking about key west and all the time there is this haze over my life saying MEXICOOOOOOO. time time time time time time. the funniest thing about life is that i keep having to say "life is weird" and never get to feeling mad about it.
and now we've reached the section where i run out of steam and sputter out. so as to go out strong: <br> <br>
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Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-10416573975996864642011-07-23T11:27:00.004-04:002011-07-23T18:59:15.611-04:00its me i'm dynamite and i don't know whyhello from montpelier vermont! <br /><br />i arrived here yesterday, so i guess today is technically day 2 of my 4th major road jaunt. i'm tired now because i've been sunning and swimming for 2 days straight, but i am going to try to remember some of the plethora of lovely thoughts i've been having. <br /><br /><br />yesterday i left albany around 1, and headed north on the.....northway to bolton landing on lake george. i went to summer camp on the lake for nearly 10 years, so its a place filled to the brim with only excellent memories, and somehow i just can't have a bad time there even if i eat bad pizza or swallow too much lake water or get a sunburn or whatever. anyways, i arrived at the sagamore, which is this fancy old hotel in bolton, but the secret is, they have a great dock and swimming area and you can kinda just walk in? at least, they've never said anything to me, but you know, i do have this face working for me. wink wink. so i sunned and it was HOT, so much so that brisk lake george was kinda warm? i mean not WARM, but warm for lg at least. and it was perfect as per usual. so i layed in my deck chair and looked out over that clear lake and those perfect green carpet mountains and thought about my youth and what a nice life i have and i cried a few times and then i'd swim and flip around like a fish and then i'd sun again. i changed in the bathroom and snapped a picture of my peach face and then ate a slice of shitty pizza in downtown bolton where i made nice conversation with the pizza chef and scored a free refill on my diet pop. <br /><br />buckled up and headed north on 9 following the lake, snaking around, taking so many pictures, running into the shoulder, stopping to look for moose, and really my arms were out the windows more than they were on the wheel and i was maybe possibly yelping because dont you know that this is my heaven? this is my meditation. this is my therapy. whatever else you want to say, whatever catharsis or revelation or whoever you pray to, this is mine. so i just feel good, and you should know i feel good. i wanted to drive my car off a cliff into that lake into those mountains, but only with joy? you know? throw myself onto those carpet mountains, cover the whole earth. buy all the buildings and live in all of them at once. and everything is for sale and everything is closed and i still love america and i still love you too. <br /><br />so 9 snakes the lake and you get these glimpses of water through trees and old 50s lake camps and the mountains break and there are grey rocks and you just love everything and then lady gaga plays incessantly and you probably cry a few times because everything is happening at once. so after you pass through the historic town of ticonderoga you continue on 9, which becomes 22, and when you reach the town of crown point the bridge will be closed so you'll have to take a ferry across this river into vermont and it will be a surprise and you will be so happy to be on a car on a boat. then you deboard and you will be on 17 and you will be in the state of VERMONT and it will smell like cows immediately and you won't even care because you like cows anyways. you'll drive through tiny towns with names like addison, charlotte and shelburne, and they'll have quaint victorian-esque downtowns and you'll see so many white church spires reaching into that blue blue sky. when you reach burlington and catch a few glimpses of lake champlain you'll be so happy and so ready to get on the highway and shut the windows and drive FAST. and after 30 minutes of driving south on i-89 you'll be in the capital of vermont and there will be a sign that says 'bienvenue' and there will be radio stations in french and there will be a state building with a GOLD dome that is just shining shining shining for you! <br /><br />downtown montpelier is so sweet and old fashioned and there are cute shops and things to eat and you can eat salad and it will have local cheese on it because you're in vermont and things are about cheese and maple syrup and everything here is SO GREEN. its like a bath for your eyes. <br /><br /><br />today we drove north in the convertible and found a swimming hole and swam in it and there is nothing at all bad about being alive. i want to hug everyone, even the townies who are clearly on methamphetamine. <br /><br />so here are pictures and know that tomorrow i will be on a boat on a lake and monday i will go to new hampshire because everyone should live free and if you can't i'll take your share. <br /><br /><br />love is pouring out of me all the time every second, let it run all over me. <br /><br /><object type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="400" height="225" data="http://www.flickr.com/apps/video/stewart.swf?v=71377" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000"> <param name="flashvars" value="intl_lang=en-us&photo_secret=777ee196ac&photo_id=5965733677"></param> <param name="movie" value="http://www.flickr.com/apps/video/stewart.swf?v=71377"></param> <param name="bgcolor" value="#000000"></param> <param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://www.flickr.com/apps/video/stewart.swf?v=71377" bgcolor="#000000" allowfullscreen="true" flashvars="intl_lang=en-us&photo_secret=777ee196ac&photo_id=5965733677" height="225" width="400"></embed></object><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5965737933/" title="the mohican! by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6007/5965737933_20d7fc8269.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="the mohican!"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5966297772/" title="bathroom snap by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6145/5966297772_710c9544b2.jpg" width="373" height="500" alt="bathroom snap"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5965742399/" title="view north on lake george by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6010/5965742399_82c1efa7f7.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="view north on lake george"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5965753407/" title="ferry kids by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6020/5965753407_b21b6876a7.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="ferry kids"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5965756069/" title="city hall by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6017/5965756069_b71b4a1dd7.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="city hall"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5967852799/" title="day 2 by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6144/5967852799_a501c16170.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="day 2"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5968428782/" title="day 2 by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6127/5968428782_66a5c2d161.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="day 2"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5968442450/" title="day 2 by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6121/5968442450_7605f3a8e8.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="day 2"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5968448216/" title="day 2 by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6026/5968448216_962807cd73.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="day 2"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5967892329/" title="day 2 by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6143/5967892329_f2f18f709f.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="day 2"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5967900335/" title="day 2 by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6016/5967900335_c59dd441a8.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="day 2"></a>Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-28735129825058240752011-07-08T12:36:00.003-04:002011-07-08T13:17:57.615-04:00keep your heart open and your eyes shut tighthello!<br /><br />this quite overdue post comes to you from the green hinterlands of albany, ny. its so alive here and everything just seems the best its ever been. <br /><br />J4 weekend was at the top of the tops, as per usual. i'm hard pressed to think of another holiday that has never let me down the way J4 has. anyways, we red-white-and-blue'd for essentially 4 days straight, which led to such little sleeps that i am still recovering. not mad about it. <br /><br />this five albany days has not been enough, and its times like this i wish i could pull a multiplicity move. imagine swimming in lake george, sunning in rockaway, and dancing on a roof at the same time! <br /><br />i think i might be too braindead still to make any of this sound remotely intelligent, or, at the very least, entertaining, so i think i'll just picture you all and be done with the whole mess for a while (the way its been going, you'll hear from me in august). in 2 weeks i'm off to nova scotia with just myself for company (its good i'm such good company), and i've yet to plan any piece of this mini-major jaunt. i ain't worried though because it always works out somehow. i keep thinking about all those places with names you just want to say outloud like pensacola, saginaw, indianapolis, lake winnipesaukee, even nova scotia. NOVA SCOTIA. even though they're just words, somehow they make it feel like its all really happening. at the end of the day, i guess it really is all happening. <br /><br />glad to happen with you,<br />bb<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907790004/" title="beachin by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5155/5907790004_203076a032.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="beachin"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907788702/" title="poof by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5276/5907788702_57821d309d.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="poof"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907241881/" title="marina sunset by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6004/5907241881_6555633158.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="marina sunset"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907806924/" title="rockaway sunset by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6004/5907806924_fe75b84468.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="rockaway sunset"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907804948/" title="love you by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6059/5907804948_ce96e98568.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="love you"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907822338/" title="happy day! by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6057/5907822338_efd8634611.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="happy day!"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907841172/" title="view down union by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5040/5907841172_20477d69b0.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="view down union"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907846002/" title="cheesin by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5277/5907846002_908b882540.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="cheesin"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907851838/" title="flag posing by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5274/5907851838_fdde5b027b.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="flag posing"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907298073/" title="flag posing by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6013/5907298073_904aa90de1.jpg" width="373" height="500" alt="flag posing"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907856544/" title="best glory by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5075/5907856544_89e3f34d55.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="best glory"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5907860224/" title="hi! by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6099/5907860224_50d770d0b3.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="hi!"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5911152626/" title="uncle jon's farm stand by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5319/5911152626_9432d0207c.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="uncle jon's farm stand"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5910602721/" title="sunset by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5238/5910602721_0f8d1d7633.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="sunset"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5911161460/" title="sunset by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6003/5911161460_6fa12953db.jpg" width="500" height="374" alt="sunset"></a>Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-11469103049800674862011-06-06T00:28:00.002-04:002011-06-06T00:57:08.848-04:00christ you know it ain't easyi could talk about things being a drag or i could talk about things being great. every coin has two sides, and some such other philosophy truth drivel. <br /><br />listen, tomorrow i have JURY DUTY. <br />i basically flew to albany today on the wings of one, loretta-louise (you're a fucking champion) and now there are crickets and blackness and little snotty kids riding dirt bikes and other shit that reminds us all that sometimes you flip a heads and sometimes you come up with tails. and with that cue my computers brain immediately turned on the blossom theme song*. thanks!<br /><br />anyways, back to bidness: JURY DUTY. i decided tonight i am going to write a book about my dating life (or lack thereof) called JURY DUTY. thoughts? is this thing on? <br /><br />i've been listening to ke$ha** for like 24 hours straight and, much like the rest of my life, its become a joke that only i understand. <br /><br />in continuation with this theme, i am going to dress in themed outfits for each day i have to go to JURY DUTY. tomorrow i decided to go with some version of an outfit that would be worn in the 1965 film 'beach blanket bingo' peg leg skinnies, a boaty solid colored top, but the real piece de resistance will be my hairstyle. you see, faithful readers, at a recent trip to my stylist, i, on a whim, acquired some bangs. bangs! me! can you imagine!*** so the HAIR for tomorrow will be STUPID. oh, but as if i've thrown a quarter in the air and its coming down tails side up, I FORGOT TO BRING ANY CLOTHES OTHER THAN DIRTY LAUNDRY. because i am an adult, didn't you know? so i have to make this dainty sprite gem outfit out of towels and underwear. orrrrr i could raid my high school closet. you will find out in due time which one of these fates prevails.<br /><br />so only time and towels will tell where your fearless heroine will go next in her life. straight into the jaws of rich children, i'm sure. golden teeth will be my sad, but glamorous, end. <br /><br />until next time...<br /><br /><br />*<br /><iframe width="640" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Y4l0BS3RPvc?rel=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />**<br /><iframe width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/lbgKOpMo330?rel=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />***<br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5799250376/" title="oh, hi by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2717/5799250376_f12293fa35.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="oh, hi"></a>Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-35095156977725885582011-05-08T00:57:00.004-04:002011-05-08T01:58:42.143-04:00its no sin, trade it inman oh man, christ, i sure fell off this game, ay?<br />i am sorry<br /><br /><br />so, here i am. sitting home at 1am saturday night mildly drunk and more mildly stoned and listening to the little river band. sure are a lot of things i could muse about that statement, but i'll let it lie. <br /><br />i thought i could do this and have something to say here but i was stricken by mind-numbing anxiety and can not continue. <br /><br />let me post a few snaps and ruminate for a while about how i can write here on a more regular basis. considering i just tried to write the word "baby" for "basis," i'd say there's a lot more to this issue than meets the eye. <br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5698010775/" title="plaid shirts by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2298/5698010775_c2ca793eb0.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="plaid shirts"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5698012419/" title="same outfits day two by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2317/5698012419_345c70da70.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="same outfits day two"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5698587114/" title="easter haircut by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2564/5698587114_0c2be7eea4.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="easter haircut"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5698588244/" title="old maid by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3630/5698588244_32ac142619.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="old maid"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5698019623/" title="happy cuties at the hester street fair by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5146/5698019623_04443f1a86.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="happy cuties at the hester street fair"></a><br /><br /><br />so, see, i'm alive and i'm kinda doing things and school will be over soon and then i just have to take my exam and then life will be better. life will be better. life will be better. life will be better. i wish for the same thing every time i puff my eyelashes off my fingertips out into that world, and clearly one of these days that wish is going to have to manifest. there's just no other option.Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-4067625497898496792011-04-15T11:37:00.002-04:002011-04-15T11:38:58.089-04:00and ain't that sweet eyed blindness good to meforgot allllll about this one <br /><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="640" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/rBQ7v2pJKaM?rel=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><br />off to eat lunch with my mom and dad and celebrate my superior test taking skills. <br /><br />let's all try to whistle while we work until everything turns green and balmy. <br />xx.Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-37326977073350408922011-04-13T20:13:00.002-04:002011-04-13T22:02:03.618-04:00ain't about how fast i get therehello folks.<br />i am writing because today i have been twenty-eight for one month. <br /><br />i wish i had more to report on. i have plenty to say, i'm sure, but my brain is just scrambled. so many things are going on and so many things are not going on, know what i mean? <br /><br />i hug you guys and please hug me. <br />xxHappy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-69222742989076966452011-03-30T20:53:00.004-04:002011-03-30T22:35:29.761-04:00though i never knew you at alli shouldn't have to twist my arms to do this. things should flow, things should be coming to me. not sure where i've gone and NO IDEA where i am going. sob sob totally normal late-twenties middle class baby coming to terms with the actual real world notatallcrisis. <br /><br />i'm buried under stress and other people are straight buried. in the earth, in the earth ground vials who knows where people go. people kiss dead people. did you know that? i remember when my grandma was in that casket and my aunt bending over and kissing her on the forehead. i wish i could kiss my grandma on the forehead now. i finally understand kissing the forehead of a dead person. <br /><br />you know when you shuffle cards and then push them back in line? i'm trying to push myself back in line. i maybe need to come to terms with realizing that this may not happen for some time. its a force it vs. go with the flow situation and i feel(hear) the ticking of the clock (i'm lying here the room's pitch dark). <br /><br />i'm going now. you should all know that i am okay. that if i need your help i will ask for your help. i do miss myself. i miss my real self and i feel lost. i feel lost but i haven't lost faith that i will be found.Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-58784621393167753842011-02-22T19:27:00.002-05:002011-02-22T19:28:19.999-05:00from who you are into what you're gonna belisten, i am sorry but this is really all i could come up with unless you want a multi-paragraphed rant about why god keeps dealing me bad hands. <br /><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/fqbfbRQ3GEA?rel=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-27390014219880237912011-02-04T23:34:00.002-05:002011-02-04T23:45:30.905-05:00believe there is someone who loves you - no matter whatnow that i am reunited with my music (all fourteen some-odd thousand songs) i am rediscovering songs i just love love love from the ground to the sky. what follows is one such song. i hope you can absorb a piece of this love, a piece of these tangible good vibes. i'm sending them out to all my friends, near and far, and saying 'sheesh, i can't wait for the great and greater things that are going to happen to us!' and with valentine's day rapidly approaching, i want to make sure i tell all of you, my friends, how much i love and appreciate you. bless your warm warm hearts. <br /><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/SZn0oMKdgsQ?rel=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />xo!<br /><br /><br />(got back 7 rolls of film from the summer today and they are making my warm heart even warmer! i can't wait to show you how much sand we layed in and how much sunshine was soaked.)Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-45452011424188679002011-01-09T05:47:00.002-05:002011-02-03T09:12:07.686-05:00and leave behind the trail imploring us all not to failhello all. and happy new year. happy new year one month late. sometimes you just don't have the energy for these things! <br /><br />truth, i don't really even have the energy now, but its february, and i'm skipping my psych class because i had a anxiety attack last night and didn't sleep at all and then i couldn't dress myself and now i am sitting here in an oversized sweater thinking about disco music and feeling quite loserly. let's try some songs. let's just try a few songs, shall we?<br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Jq4mNU0qrlk?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" 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src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/TvQ0RzY2HcI?rel=0" frameborder="0" allowFullScreen></iframe><br /><br />that last one is really for the song, but fred astaire dancing doesn't hurt either. <br /><br /><br />anyways, those are those. i'm working on my valentine's party which is in like 8 days. mostly music stuff though i need to start focusing on food and decorations really soon. plus my outfit. i already know what is happening with my hair and WATCH OUT. its going to be so good. <br /><br />i maybe have more to say now but i am just going to post this and hope i find the motivation to post again soon. with pictures! with power! with potential!<br /><br />xx,<br />bbHappy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-32169971720038320362010-12-09T02:03:00.000-05:002010-12-09T02:04:00.808-05:00tingling right from my head to my toes<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" 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src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dciYGBkZ56c?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/yVVg0ZqaCzw?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/yVVg0ZqaCzw?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/gAeHvfJnhco?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/gAeHvfJnhco?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/rYpUavuANJc?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/rYpUavuANJc?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/sryujH_qX-4?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/sryujH_qX-4?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/pgbu_P7b_WY?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/pgbu_P7b_WY?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/dd8K5juJ_1M?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dd8K5juJ_1M?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/xuPL6d7LA2g?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/xuPL6d7LA2g?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />and here i go slipping through this week, surely assisted by nibbles of xanax and sheer luck, slipping right into a free freezing winter water wonderland.Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-18019397044508772382010-12-04T01:56:00.005-05:002010-12-04T02:40:53.098-05:00and went looking for another lighti've paused undressed (which (you're welcome) you may view here: <a href="http://www.undressedtv.com/">http://www.undressedtv.com/</a>) to make good on my promise and show you some blue sky blues to cure your grey sky woes. <br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5218426042/" title="upperpeninsuladrive by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4112/5218426042_d972249d0a.jpg" width="500" height="333" alt="upperpeninsuladrive" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5200019293/" title="omahastreetview2 by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4106/5200019293_e35b903c1f.jpg" width="500" height="333" alt="omahastreetview2" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5217842193/" title="houseonwheels by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5048/5217842193_8ac7b8477f.jpg" width="500" height="333" alt="houseonwheels" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5218429390/" title="backofthetrack by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4126/5218429390_44222baa09.jpg" width="500" height="333" alt="backofthetrack" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5205337033/" title="escanabaharbor by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4108/5205337033_81ca5b7898.jpg" width="500" height="333" alt="escanabaharbor" /></a><br /><br /><br />i love wearing a big scarf as much as the next girl but right about now i miss being BROWN. sitting in that car singing taylor swift sunshining on my forearms and that one patch of thigh the big open world just breezy all around and every single thing is the best possible song. it'll be back soon enough, is what i tell myself to bear the boots and socks and slacks and such. and until then life will just continue to stack on itself in the most clever ways. sometimes it'll catch me, jostle me, out of daydreams; tug me by the elbow and say "but just look at whats happened here" and what can you do except make that cute surprised face and laugh at the waywardness of it all.<br /><br />and that's quite literally all i've got. <br />i've moved on to huck finn (whatta rascal) and i'm about ready to read that in my perfection of a bed. i'll see you see you see you soon.Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-83107777893605358862010-11-28T21:06:00.003-05:002010-11-28T21:25:54.541-05:00echoes of light that shine like stars after they're gonelistening to things of this nature (and so much katy perry, sorry sorry sorry) recently and holding onto everything good left inside of me with the same hands i use for treasures at the thrift store and knocking on all the wood. truth is, i know only the best things are coming, but somehow superstition still sits on the top of all truths in my life. <br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Q0IiMh6zH_0?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Q0IiMh6zH_0?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />working on a pile of pictures from 2009-early 2010 and you will be seeing that stuff real soon. two weeks left of fall semester and i can't wait to sit in a bathtub for my entire winter break. imagine the love i'm sending you is like a quarter i've just pulled from your ear. xx.Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-42817774203022354822010-11-14T23:21:00.002-05:002010-11-14T23:50:03.003-05:00these rivers of suggestion are driving me awayweekend upstate with naomi and the sunny days and crisp nights. friday i sat on a rock in the yard with basically bare legs and let the cold seep through layer and layer and layer until i could actually feel it in my bones. looking at the stars with frozen bones and then leaping around the yard until i felt brand new again. thrifting and estate sales and my old haunt crossgates mall yielded plenty of treasures. today was country driving, historic houses, picnic food picking, picnic food eating while overlooking albany county. sweet albany county, you hold my history and my heart. i miss this place more and more and feel so foolish for the feeling. life is good life is grand and life will gift good things. like i said last night "i can't wait for all the good things that are going to happen to us" and to you too...Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-85631557735206395122010-11-12T01:47:00.002-05:002010-11-12T02:32:56.086-05:00honey, keep the oven warmhere's what i have to say about the week that kicked my ass:<br /><br />i have never been so tired in my whole life! STUPID tired. catching 20 minute naps here and there. eating scraps of food between napping studying cleaning teeth attending class. jumble week. i walk down the streets mumbling the names of odontogenic cysts. sit on the bus lost in some histologically stained daydream. eliza assay, western blot test, trisomy 21, cri du chat, herpangina, hairy leukoplakia. ugh. and above everything else, hovering, I AM SO TIRED. <br /><br /><br />so that's that. i'm using some lovely techniques to make my life more like my life. and i'm taking me and my techniques and a whole boat full of laundry oh and that friend naomi hanson to my house in the woods this weekend for some post-fall pre-winter relaxation activation. i lost my digital camera (!) last week so i can't prove anything happens. i guess you'll just have to take my word for it. <br /><br />and now to get to that sleep...<br /><br /><br />(you know i am capable of much more than this, don't you? i'm sorry i'm sorry infinity i'm sorry to me you and everyone we know for my brain dead brain. pma willing me back to life)Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-66996954484588079032010-11-03T23:41:00.003-04:002010-11-03T23:54:08.724-04:00what can i do to keep you around?honey honey honey, hi! halloween! that time of year came and went once again and i really pulled out all the stops. my past 3 years worth of costumes have been truly excellent, if you ask me; but i think its actually possible that this was my best yet?? i'm working on some oral path homework over here so this is going to have to be a brief one, unfortunately. i'll share mine and my friends costumes and then you can head to my flickr to see the rest, hm? <br /><br />let's just cut to the chase here: <br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5133283887/" title="this is fun! by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1090/5133283887_be475a67e8.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="this is fun!" /></a><br /><br />i mean........okay. <br /><br />and here is naomi with another one of her genius "day of" creations: <br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5133881634/" title="sexy chicken by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1057/5133881634_00a22208da.jpg" width="375" height="500" alt="sexy chicken" /></a><br /><br />and kiki:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5133881158/" title="60's movie goer by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4069/5133881158_7cbd86a3d6.jpg" width="375" height="500" alt="60's movie goer" /></a><br /><br />denise:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5133884574/" title="totem poll by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1428/5133884574_731e055e7e.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="totem poll" /></a><br /><br />jenny:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5133885312/" title="party shark by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1080/5133885312_b0087734c8.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="party shark" /></a><br /><br />stephanie:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5133886788/" title="little edie by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4027/5133886788_b6283eab19.jpg" width="375" height="500" alt="little edie" /></a><br /><br />the whole motley crew:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/happycuties/5133886136/" title="group shot by Happy Cuties, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1161/5133886136_8723a5fbbe.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="group shot" /></a><br /><br /><br />what a fun night! next year we are REALLY going to try to finally get the brand names people project going. start thinking now! i guess i will be raisin girl. eh. maybe someone will be kind and let me be land'o'lakes. i've never been an indian before! <br /><br />okay enough of that, i am clearly too distracted to write like a normal human. feeling and certainly feeling over here and i'm kinda trying to work it all out? i mean....duh. what's new and such, but this time its really different? I SWEAR. something is different and its no less than a struggle almost every day to not be hazy when i walk down the street. lots of suggestions have been made but i'm just going with my internal instincts on this one. i guess if i'm ever cured you'll be the first to know. <br /><br />and now i'm back to neoplasias and thinking about tomorrow and the next day and the next day and the next day. "hug muffin loaf with extra sprinkles of vibes and joy"Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-11567968639986193622010-10-23T23:38:00.001-04:002010-10-23T23:38:49.433-04:00my information's just not getting inha! i wanted to write this long incredible post about the baby genius that is miss brenda lee, but then this song came on my shuffle and now i somehow can't blog rockabilly<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/l40bQFqJX6I?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/l40bQFqJX6I?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />whatever!Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-23626506696935399032010-10-17T13:08:00.003-04:002010-10-17T13:19:37.992-04:00she's got cheekbones like geometry and eyes like sinsweet songs for everyone courtesy of mr. lloyd cole, who, i am surprisingly attracted to? WHO KNEW!<br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Xk82dKwHzw8?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Xk82dKwHzw8?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/V4EosOM7D8E?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/V4EosOM7D8E?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZuU8VHeYbyM?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZuU8VHeYbyM?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />so much to share from the past week-or-so, one of these days coming up i'll show you some things. you can hold me to it, or anything else, if you want to. i'm not keen on disappointing folks. so, see you soon! i punched a girl in the face last night after she dumped a beer on my head and i'm feeling pretty great today (no- really) so i'm going to attempt to make myself an egg in a basket, toad in the hole, what-have-you and listen to some neil diamond on vinyl. love you lovelies. xx!Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-28409696444076677842010-10-11T23:12:00.002-04:002010-10-11T23:20:04.546-04:00we can sit and dry just as long as it can pourthunderstorms in my new room are something else. making me think about the tin rooves (roofs?) at summer camp and how we would welcome the storm. perfect thoughts for this john sebastian ditty:<br /><br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/cVdSLB1DsSE?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/cVdSLB1DsSE?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />lovely dreams to everyone and i mean everyoneHappy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-90750500929667092572010-10-04T13:02:00.004-04:002011-07-09T00:35:12.238-04:00a child of the water, too proud to be a queenthis day and this song are holding hands:<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/a_EIufhjHsE?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/a_EIufhjHsE?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />so chilly, all my windows open, laying in bed under all the covers, listening to mellow metal, hugging myself and saying "great job" <br /><br />love yousHappy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-17014501811317676442010-10-02T00:17:00.004-04:002010-10-02T00:55:17.811-04:00walk me in the morning through the clover*tuneage around these parts these days:<br /><br /><br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/66ubtbtYG_A?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/66ubtbtYG_A?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/jU0IA3mw1rU?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/jU0IA3mw1rU?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/yOmZeXIVqTk?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/yOmZeXIVqTk?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/whTq3uE7JXg?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/whTq3uE7JXg?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />and get ready for my stupendous finish:<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/awUob8mbUgY?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/awUob8mbUgY?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />also, somehow, after all this time, i am still listening to linda ronstadt with purpose. <br /><br /><br />and now that i've done that, i can tell you about my friday! i've always liked fridays and today? well today friday came right up to me and shook my hand. bless. i woke myself up with both sides of new colony six's greatest hits and two apples from the apple bag. a thin swipe of eyeliner and i was off on maroon five in the rain to greenpoint to have my hair cut. one head massage and deep conditioning treatment later and i'm in greenwich village fantasizing i'm jane fonda in barefoot in the park, showing a peek of emotion in therapy, and having the nicest lunch at murray's while looking at the grey sky and thinking how nice fridays are. i wore falltime shoes, i hugged my friend, i sang christine mcvie songs with vigor, tried on all my new clothes and tasted five different kinds of chips! what a day, what a day what a day. <br /><br />i'll be seeing you friday, i'll be seeing you again real soon. (coincidently, come next friday i'll be sitting pretty in orlando, florida. i'll be damned if i don't make it to disney this time. so much to look forward to.) <br /><br />until then...enjoy the fall breezes and think fondly of all the people you love.<br /> <br /> <br /><br /><br />*(the alternative title of this post is 'don't throw up - five years later')Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8112957077498292508.post-26901520838951187132010-09-30T19:03:00.001-04:002010-09-30T19:05:28.263-04:00and then there's thisin case you've forgotten about my dream life:<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZG9YqsFY_YU?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZG9YqsFY_YU?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>Happy Cutieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14018200568739163686noreply@blogger.com0